0-5 at 8:30am
0-5 at 1:15pm
2-5/6 evening
Observation: My eating just seemed to be out of control once again this evening...and I just didn't even care. I find it strange when I'm in that kind of spot. Stepping back from all this, I don't like how I was not surrendered to the Lord's will and leading. I don't like that I didn't stop when satisfied. I don't like that I didn't even call out to God for help or even feel remorse in the midst.
Correction: When I'm in this same situation again (feeling a sense of endless appetite and willful rebellion) then I truly need to step back and get to God's word ASAP and pray, pray, pray. I was not still and quiet before the Lord in the midst of all this. Also, I need to be very careful in the next two days to not get "mastered" by the homemade treats I'm putting together for our ladies night out Chocolate Making class (that I'm leading).So I choose to press re-start, confess to the Lord my failings, accept His mercy and grace and move forward being watchful and praying.
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