0-5 at 8:30am
2 pcs toast, 1 tea, 4 small homemade chocolates
0/1-5 (no rumble) at 1:00pm
1 granola bar, 1 yogurt, some more homemade chocolates
Observation: Stepping back I can see that I wasn't eating "consciously" in present time. I started out thinking I wanted something light so I'd be hungry for an early supper... And then I saw the chocolates and I went into auto-mode. I just started munching on them. "I'll just eat two" turned into another one and another one. Sadly I feel I made less discerning choices and I won't be hungry for a long time. Most of all I feel sad that I didn't even invite God into this whole process. I want to invite Him into everything. But I shut Him out.
Correction: I need to be practicing keys to conscious eating, inviting my Lord into each moment of my day including (and especially) eating. Seek Him.
1?-5 at 4:00pm
chicken/veggie tacos with fresh salsa, piece of pie with ice cream, few chocolates
Note: It was piano teaching night and things were out of whack. And I was anxious to try out some tortillas I had made and was keeping warm for a few hours... So I opted to just eat them earlier before hunger struck.
8:00pm
Oh, how i'm longing to eat right now. I want to dig into some more tacos and have a bowl of ice cream with peanut butter and chocolate chips... I'm praying God will show me the way out if this is His will. I want to be surrendered to Him.
I made it through the evening without nibbling! Praise God! And that was with Jon eating a big bowl of ice cream right beside me!!!
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